Turn to the Tarot (a found poem)

it’s written by drawing two cards
it’s random
but so is life
far more than it ever seems

blocked doors
lack of will
no vision
confusion of purpose
no dreams

open yourself to the power
seek the Awen and the flow
let it flow through you to the world
focus, make yourself clear
trust and let go of your worries
snatch the magicians wand

unwise, with no direction,
hold the fool upside down
you see a hanged man
you’re getting out of your depth
freedom can be a prison
when you limit your mind

trust in your inner knowing
life is a serious business
but you can enjoy it too
it’s a journey of endless discovery
take to the open road

Possessions

Our lives are full of disposable objects;
things we are given, things we buy.
From our birth to our death
we are magpies hording trinkets.
When we die they’ll be scattered
Others will decide
which ones mattered
to their own memories
or settle for intrinsic worth.

Some objects hold nothing,
others are full of feelings, stories,
warmth that leaves a long imprint
to be felt by some perceptive stranger
in a junk shop pile of the forgotten
the lost, the unwanted, undefined

the bowl with the flying swans,
their necks wrapped around each other,
was a gift from a lover

the stick with the broken handle
that once held a whistle
all that’s left of a father now

the stone from a beach. the gift of a child.
whose legs were still unsteady
faded petals and feathers in a box
the teddy with a skin worn thin by cuddles
the decorative key that fits no locks

a golden ring, an angel fish,
bracelets, baubles of no value,
a locket with a folded wish,
old and faded, hid behind a photograph
where no-one now will ever find it
or understand it if they did

a tarot pack, with one card missing,
because the Fool is lost and gone
every traveller journeys on

Answer

(written after the My Prayers poem but i forgot to upload it)

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i consulted the Tarot today
i spoke to it with respect

i pulled a card for myself
but all i saw was you
on your knees in the woods
two swords on your back
not bowed down
not begging
waiting beside an oak

i stopped before asking it more
i don’t want terrible answers about anyone
there are none
but i felt i might cheat on your behalf
and change the cards in your favour
and that revealed my heart