enclosed

silent as the inside of a turtles shell

lost on an island, washed by no wave

the question is how to swim back

when you’re cut off, alone and adrift

 

you might think its lonely,

you could say that it is,

but if it was wouldn’t I speak

not sit here sadly quietly withdrawn

 

don’t reach your hand inside my armour

i have waited far too long to be touched

nothing’s  within todays carapace

you won’t find me there, so try not to look

 

A poem by Tamara

Old shell

Empty shell covered with wrinkles
Pearl shine brushed away by winds and tears.
Drops of memories dried by layers of sand.
Sad eyes looking blindly over my shoulders.
I stop and stretch one arm forward.
Touching the white unnourished locks.
Sudden rush of images inside dead eyes.
A smile between the drapes looks surreal.
Little sound comes out of the bottomless cavern.
Fragile like the fairies wings
Sparkling like children voices on the snow.
Just one smile, filled with tender memories.
Short.
Gone.
Silence is back inside the empty shell.

 

(This was written by Tamara, not me – having seen, through a window, an old woman out in the winter street)