The Undertow

I saw my hands in a dream
They were small and far away
What did it mean?
They didn’t seem to be mine
I looked at them in great detail
Every aspect defined
But still they didn’t seem mine.
Their size was due to the distance I thought
But the finger nails were tragically aged and the thought of death was persistent.
Then I remembered the rivers that flow
Meandering down to the depths of the sea
And the waves and the tides
And the weighty drag of the undertow 

Amore

In the deep dark dead of the  night
Long before dawns spreading light
When everything appears black or white
Enfolded in gentler greys
A lady steps into my forest
Quite naked
To bathe in the light of the stars
To me this has never seemed strange.
She’s my beautiful fairy wife. Her wings are gently throbbing.
And I always watch
Though she says I must not
She could damn my eyes but I know she won’t

By muscle bone, and seed-sack

By the lancing glance of my eyes

I will bring her to my bed

I am the king of the wood and will do as I must.

I am bound by lust

And night is the time for love and passion.

We must always make time to make love

Abbreviated Villanelle

Don’t ever ask me to be your Master

It would be a descent

and almost certainly lead to disaster.

The loss of your freedom would make me sad

Like losing a key that was heaven sent,

If I wanted to be your Master.

Our time together would vanish faster

The best of us would be rapidly spent

Wrong intention brings disaster.

So I set you free to be honoured and loved.

I don’t ever need to be your Master.

You have eagerly welded yourself to my heart.

Do you miss my attention when we’re apart?

Who Am I Now? Conversation with myself

So do you have any innocence left and are people kind?

Innocence no.
When I look in the mirror I see two eyes and I think I have lived two lives.
I still am.

One sadly tragic, a cynic, the other, ecstatic, euphoric.
So I can’t complain
My soul doesn’t show in my eyes as it did before.

And when I came to the edge of survival
I rested my faith in the kindness of strangers.
Yes there is kindness. Perhaps there are angels.

So what do you think of the world now?

Beauty, greed, wickedness, utter stupidity and lack of wisdom.
The curable won’t be cured.
That’s the worst.

I do remember the angels.
Perhaps kindness will save the earth.
That’s only my favourite dream
It’s not my nightmare.

In remembrance of Little Snake

Not a Cobra, not a Viper, not an Adder
Only a little green grass snake sliding through the shadows
But out of panic and fear
A boy on the path beat you to death with a stick.
Now little green snake with your flickering tongue
You are gone.
The fields are diminished without you

Bella Donna

Expand my pupils while I gaze

let me see you drenched in the light

while I hear the sudden racing of my strained and pounding heart

before I slip beneath the shades of darkness

into everlasting night

in the beauty of your cruel glance

and feel no lasting trouble.

What the Sea Taught Me

Storms pass.

Tides turn.

Everything is eventually thrown towards home and reaches the shore

Unless it’s so heavy it sinks to the bottom

So, best beloved, wait for the time of turning or passing

Be light, and like kelp drift on the surface.

Or stand on the shore and watch.

Be granite. Try to endure.

But I think it’s better to float

About love

How do you measure love?
And why would you ever want to?
What do you think you could prove?
Do you think I would be distressed
To discover you love me less than I love you.
Isn’t it more important what you give than what you get?
Love is strong and elastic.
It stretches and it bends.
It bounces back and forth.
Look into your lover’s eyes.
You’ll see a light that shines