Nanswhyden

The white gate stands, closed,

at the top of the grey winding road.

The broad green slopes of the pasture

lead down to the shining lake,

a silvered mirror to sunlight.

 

At first dawn the vale fills with mist.

A line of treetops, drawn on white,

with a tender brush, nothing more.

All is hidden. Nothing exists here now.

It waits to be born with the sun.

 

An ancient woodland sits in shadow,

deep at the edge of the valley,

where the cry of the circling kestrel

splits the air. He calls to his mate aloft.

The sound defines the distance.

 

On a hot summer day

the grey road burns and shimmers,

running past old stone walls and banks of wild flowers,

wilting, in afternoon heat.

My feet on the road raise fine dust.

 

Woven into these hills the grey road runs down

past ruined ivy clothed archways.

They stand alone in a field,

all that remains of a mansion,

a home, and people long gone.

 

Beyond, is the farmhouse,

built of timber and granite.

It sits as if rooted in earth

nested into a curve,

strong enough to withstand any storm.

 

In the farmyard the mud is baked hard.

The old sheep dog twitches one ear as I pass.

He knows me too well to rise. He is tired.

His thick coated son wags his tail at me.

He is always on guard.

 

I walk on past my own cottage door

into a grove of birch saplings,

mingled with older trees, cedar and oak.

In spring this place is flooded with vibrant blue,

the sharp, pungent scent of bluebells fills the air.

 

In this magical wood, at the far end,

I have often glimpsed the fair folk.

They don’t chase me away. I leave them in peace.

This is a place where two worlds cross.

The door is held open, and welcome.

 

Now I come to rest in the shade

on this burning bright summer day.

I lean my back against the moss clad old oak

and dream the rest of the day away,

long past this, and every other, evening.

 

The old standing stone, at the heart of the valley,

remains always cool to the touch.

At night when the stars are out, in moonlight,

the stone is encircled, embraced by a perfect bowl

of such beauty, it takes away my breath.

On the Green Hill

she comes to me after midnight,
whispering soft in my ear
her face full of moonlight,
her dress pale blue
starlight glints in the weave
i almost understand her whispered words

in a language i once knew
she tries to tell me stories,
lost long ago in sleep,
stories i lost in a dream,
stories inscribed on a unicorns horn
and the print of a satyrs hoof

i gather a word here and there
i store them away with care
but all the next day i long for her
my heart is bewitched, enthralled
I long for the night on the hill in the wood

a ditty

there’s no shortage of sadness

– install a switch of gladness

to run all the happiest snapshots, quick,

it’s a very effective mood changing trick

analysis is all a theory

likely to make you feel dreary

at worst it may lead to madness

– so press that button dearie!

Making Music

the joy, the thrill, the exaltation

when all our harmonies are right

as we weave around each other

moving in and out, the tune delights

 

we change the key, we change the mood

the mysteries of the minor drop

all the wistfulness and beauty

that makes us conscious of our loss

 

you bring the chords to a crescendo

i swoop the violin above

circling in a spiral, upward,

a melody of endless love

 

now the music plays itself through us

this is not our composition

it is handed down in trust

as we open wide our hearts

 

faster still, with wild abandon,

played in perfect resolution

at last a passage strong and tender

ending on a single  note

Lost in the Witchwood

the wood is dark with threatening trees

every time i look they are closer

though  i never see them moving

 

i have been trying to find the path now

for  a long lonely week or longer

i lost count of all time and direction

 

if the breadcrumbs we dropped ever existed

they are not to be found any where now

eaten by hungry birds for survival

 

does the witch of the wood really exist

she may have been killed long long ago

or is her house in the next clearing

 

is the cage baited with sweet delights

is the clang of the trap waiting ready

are her fires well stoked for the roasting

 

in the dark i stumble over ancient roots

twigs snatch at my hair like gnarled fingers

in darkness there is only despair

 

The Horse so fine

Riding in from the fields of scented heather

Leaving the hills of our home behind

We entered into the city on a horse so fine.

All decked out in embroidered leather

His deep chestnut skin like satin gleamed,

His mane was the gold of a polished crown,

A white diamond shone on his brow.

Wonder of wonders, this horse, and the maid

With the sparkling eyes, were mine.

The rings on his bridle jingled

In harmony with her sweet ankle bells

As he sidled, side-stepped, pranced.

His ears flicked and turned to every sound.

The curve of his neck showed pent up power.

Who would not admire such a horse

As he insolently passed them by?

He circled and danced, lord of the ground,

An enchantment to hold every eye,

A part of the seeds of our undoing.

Such seeds there were aplenty then,

One was surely jealousy.

How could I know we rode him to our ruin.

What else did they begrudge me

While I sang the songs of my homeland,

The land I loved so well.

This city was never ours for the taking,

The world was ne’er so good to our kind

Though we were royally welcomed there.

Youth is innocent, trusting, blind.

His eyes were wild and wide,

His tail held high, a flag of joyous defiance.

His bridle caught the sun.

He tossed his head to show his fire.

His hooves rang out on the cobblestones

The horse and I moved as one

As I danced him round the town

The Music Room

two notes echo still

near the piano

they hover

middle C, B flat

a warm scent

jasmine and almonds

hangs in the air

footsteps

softly retreating

I remember that

whenever I think

of the music room

the passageway

door to the garden

open a crack

the window

looks out to the sea

where the tides

roll out and back

washed over grey

to the distant blue

 

 

Guest Post – In Praise of Survival, by an Unviable Man

I am re-blogging this just because I like it – plus I too have seen this and, having seen that it is possible, is a source of strength and reassurance that brings optimism

On the Wane

1.

 

here in a bubble of moonlight

no strong winds can blow me

i sit and watch the world go by

floating, bound, unfeeling

 

what is this spell that holds me

enclosed and isolated

surrounded by air and light

contained in silence

 

i try to reach out, the bubble stretches.

untouched yet never defeated

i look out, but no-one comes near

i long to feel earth solid beneath my feet

 

this curse is a fleeting moment

in the waning i am winnowed

all things pass and change and pass

the moon will wax again at last

 

2,

 

paths keep crossing for their own reasons

the twirl of the world, the switch of the season

cycles coming, growing, going

we turn to each other familiar faces

lit by moonlight, hidden by shadows

the stranger you meet who holds up a light

comes in the dusk and leaves in the night

 

3.

 

the moment the moon begins to wane

all the old predators come back again

snarling and circling and snapping their jaws

prowling around me, sniffing the air

they smell my defeat before its begun

should i offer my throat and be done

 

is there a final release in their teeth

no sanctuary, no solace, no welcoming peace

so far from the fire, the torch and the hearth

so many riddles i can never answer

all my answers misunderstood

no star to guide me, lost in the wood

 

bound to a tree, yet i break free

when the dark hour strikes

no ritual sacrifice

there is music, sunlight, life

i only sink down to rise again