over and out

first there’s love
then there’s laughter
then more problems come after

the day has been long
all my words have been wrong
maybe you thought i was stronger

have your own way
have the last say
i wont ask you to stay

hitting the start button
logging off sweetheart
system shutting down

The House

eight years old
i stood and stared at the floor,
a mosaic pattern
of intertwined flowers,
the pattern always there,
leaning my back against the cold wall
as mirror, clock and chair
and box after box
went out of the open door

where laughter had echoed before
i heard the wind sigh in the rafters
and the creak of the wood on the stair
there was nothing but empty rooms

the flowers drooped their heads in the garden
as i did, in despair, in the hallway
at a death that had come to soon
i saw no adventure ahead
nothing remained
nothing bloomed
after the gardener was dead

by Ella Wheeler Wilcox – Solitude

Laugh, and the world laughs with you;
Weep, and you weep alone;
For the sad old earth must borrow its mirth,
But has trouble enough of its own.
Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, it is lost on the air;
The echoes bound to a joyful sound,
But shrink from voicing care.

Rejoice, and men will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go;
They want full measure of all your pleasure,
But they do not need your woe.
Be glad, and your friends are many;
Be sad, and you lose them all;
There are none to decline your nectar’d wine,
But alone you must drink life’s gall.

Feast, and your halls are crowded;
Fast, and the world goes by.
Succeed and give, and it helps you live,
But no man can help you die.
There is room in the halls of pleasure
For a large and lordly train,
But one by one we must all file on
Through the narrow aisles of pain.

sorry

I am not posting much poetry just for the moment as i am working on third book of trilogy (slowly) and also writing a short tale for Halloween (which I will post here later)

So the muse has eyes elsewhere and i don’t want to make her too dizzy :)  But I never know what she will turn up with next anyway.

The River of Awen

where the river flows I may never know
but i remember the spring in the mountains
where it falls from great heights
and runs clear and bright
tumbling in glistening fountains
and wends its way down
replenishing wells
filling the thirsty cup

inspiration of dreams
it’s the source of all life
my mind flows away on its ripples
i follow its flow
down from the source
to its greener pastures
.
without it there’s drought
the dryness of earth comes to nothing

Snow

the howl of this desolate place

is the summation of me

out in the snowy wastes

alone, unloved and free

the wind is the music of flutes

leaping over my roof

pure and constant and clear

 

Into the Future

Peering ahead into sunlight will dazzle.
Searching the shadows and dark
Leaves you bewildered and blind.
Keep the fires of hope aflame
Seek the magical spark
Don’t get entangled
in troublesome briars
Honour the path you find
Live with a tranquil mind