Talking to a Spider
Fast moving invader,
squatting on my bedroom wall,
I swear you’re there to taunt me
with legs that move so wrongly
and pincers thrusting forward.
How I hate you spider.
I called my Dad when I was small,
who came to softly cradle you,
careful not to squash you,
cupped gently in his hands,
he casts you from my window.
How I hate you spider.
Lovers later tried so hard
to convince me of your beauty,
ingenuity, creativity and lack of any poison.
I know you bite and rest at night beside me on my pillow.
My cat drives you towards me. She’s a traitor.
How I hate you spider.
I’ve become your killer. If I see you, you will die.
I won’t cast a shadow as a warning
or send vibrations through the floor that scare you.
I’m the silent killer. My brutality, my mercy.
My boot will be your coup de grâce.
How I hate you spider.
And then one day a spider came hiding in a corner.
Only we lived in this room, and I found I liked you.
Little spider at your loom, I named you Frederick Dear.
My tiny brother, friend in quiet solitude.
We have a truce, a contract clear.
If you grow big, I’ll hate you.
© A.Chakir 2023