i see it
through the window glass
the sickle of the moon
it curses me each month
my pockets always empty
but what can money buy
broken mirrors bring bad luck
fresh water from a running brook
will break that seven year spell
good omens come in threes
so do accidents
twice the deadly lightening strikes
i shelter by the oak
the owl blinks his saucer eyes
and I become the mouse
the full moon brings me blessings
strange shapes in fallen twigs
the book i learned to read
though i was slow to talk
the trees let in a flickering light
i take the secret woodland walks
i watch the birds for signs
the patterns of their legs
directions of their flight
the music of their cries
the rapture of their song
i have the old protections
rowan berries in my hat
fingers crossed behind my back
i have sweet dreams at night
Author: A. Gouedard
Sweet Avon
Under green summer willows my family walked,
Avoiding the shadows of serious talk.
As a child, without care, I ran on ahead,
Chasing the sunlight, alarming the swans,
Watching the ripples that spread from the banks,
I took all for granted, when time was my friend.
Now, by the Avon, I wander alone.
Clear in the knowledge that everything ends.
Now I find comfort in rivers and ghosts.
The Enigma of Anne
While plague after plague swept through the city
Winnowing lives, like corn, without pity,
The gallows stood close, the axe was not dulled,
While I, by the peace of Avon was lulled.
The play is the thing, all life is a play,
Three days and nights on horse-back away.
All journeys end in true lovers greeting.
Where the bee sucks our pleasures were fleeting,
Violets, eglantine, sweet summer wine,
Came with their season and then he was mine.
Spring time is gone, winter’s cold, he is dead.
I dream in the depths of our second best bed.
Seasons keep turning, and little remains
but wise words from sweet Will, who won’t come again.
The Shrug
the shrug,
one shoulder raised
a twist of the mouth
a hard crooked line
everything said
it sufficed
i never saw one of them cry
my mother, her mother,
my mothers aunts,
all had eyes that were dry
no funeral tears from them
over the years
the shrug passed on
mother to daughter
that’s life, so what,
suck it up
no point crying over spilled milk
they said
in denial of sadness
hiding their dread
leaving tears to be shed by old men
as the puddles spread on the floor
For One
creamed clouds
whipped into azure blue
reflected
dipped in deep spun pools
on a day perfected
by quietude
stirred
with the tip of a swans feather
on a warm afternoon
cooled by the riverside breeze
beneath hundred years old trees
taken home
and consumed
as the light starts to fall
in a dark empty room
for one
Contemplating the end
Alice sits still
Contemplating her knees
Fiddling about with her toes
While the birds in the trees
Sing what they please
To the words that only she knows.
Buttercups, daisies, all stand in line
And circle around her grass seat
From her head to her feet
She is very complete
In her sparkle of youth
And delight.
As she grows old she blooms like a rose
But only the Hatter knows
How lovely she is
And he’s mad.
She wouldn’t believe him
Whatever he said .
She thought the road lead
To the vale of the dead
Where all the daffodils die.
”Look at the bulbs”, he said.
”There’s a wink in the cuckoos eye.
The secret is – never ask why.”
Behind the Bells
what is the back-end coding?
who sits at the screens and creates?
all is one plus one
minus the final sum
was there an original One
who caused that sudden explosion?
assuming that happened at all
all i see
in front of me
is a winding prodigious scroll
how the mighty ones roar
gnashing their bloodied teeth
far away in the distance
the apocalyptical choir
is humming a deep throated chord
that only a fool can make clear
life arising from ice
cast in original fire
such architecture
stalagtites strung on a breeze
scattered sounds on a wind
that swing in fragile strung chimes
strike a note
for whom the bell tolls
might be me
it’s a joke, it’s delicious, it’s fundamentally pure
oblivious wonderment
reflects in a windowless eye
Here, On the Shore
there is nothing to lose here
and nothing to win
out here by the ocean
cast up on the shore
grains of salt
in damp sand
fragments of shell
bubbles keep rising
to break in the air
nothing more
nothing more
nothing more
nothing more
briefly cupped in a hand
the water of life
soaks back to sand
we go and we go
and we go and we go
we go, we go
we go into the flow
spiral and helix constantly spin
it’s part of a vision
too vast to explore
I’ve seen this before
and before and before
Anger
two magpies dancing
here in my path
excuse me for thinking
they’re laughing at me
i am grateful for mercy
small crumbs from the table
i hate the dark gods for the troubles they bring
facing black crows
on the bridge to remorse,
my soul has run off to hide in the trees
a pale aqua thread, blown on a breeze
my right eye is full of cold rage and deep anger
by left eye is empty, submissive and sad
fuck off vultures
go back where you came from
i feel like putting a gun down your throats
Seven by A. Gouedard
Source: Seven by A. Gouedard
The Dreaming Path 